Hlep!Hlep``What shlould I do? I am a gay. I want to find a person who love me.

well, first it's not necessary for you to worry
'cos according to a scientific research , sexual preferrence is fixed the moment you arrive in this world and 2 folds of all are homogeneous~ so it's abvious that there are so many of us who find attraction and love on persons with the same gender.
you know why to be a gay is so distinguished among we chinese people? that's just because we try our best to hind the truth
not like most western countries where a person who is a gay or a lesbian is treated and respected farily as others, in china, maybe due to the traditions passed on for thousands of years, we do not dare to face the truth that love is not necessarily concerning different genders.
i'm sure that you will meet your love on your life road . i wrote the above because i'm concerned with your potential misdeeds, i mean you maybe do something extreme which may lead you adverse outcomes.
do not worry any more guy~ live your lif